This is my favorite time of the year I know I sound all mushy but I love the warmth and the way people come together. I love the Christmas songs. My favorite song is rockin round the Christmas tree or Jingle bell rock. I love the oldie Christmas songs by like Bing Crosby and them you know. One of my fantasies is to have a house in the country and have a huge Christmas tree and have it all lit up with hundreds of lights and Christmas music in the background while sitting next to my fire place drinking egg nog with my friends and or family around. How cheesy is that? It’s just such a pretty time with all the lights. I’m getting excited.The only thing that sucks is putting up my tree.

I just wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving. 
This afternoon, we'll be going to John's sister's  and then we'll head on over to my mom's.  This year kind of sucks because we don't have any money for Christmas.  We normally go through all the ads and plan what we'll be giving that year but not this year.  I normally get a tax intercept in May or June from child support but they hold it until November/December so I use whatever I get for Christmas and my son's birthday but this year my ex didn't either get anything back because he changed what he claims so he wouldn't "lose" his money to us or he didn't file either way he just screwed his son out of Christmas and birthday presents and a party.  I'll have to not pay some bills or something to give my son a Christmas and birthday but it won't be much.  Sorry, don't mean to be a downer.  It's just depressing to not be able to give your kid a proper Christmas and Birthday ya know.
     Anyways, I can't wait for left overs! The best food ever is the turkey sandwiches the day after Thanksgiving and of course the stuffing and pumpkin pie :) Again have a happy and safe Thanksgiving!

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So, it's November and so much has already happened.  A guy I used to babysit in the early 90's was hit by a car and killed Monday. Here is a news report on the accident.  So tragic. He was only 24. He will be missed very much.  Here is a pic of him from when I used to babysit him
Here is the Facebook Memorial Page RIP Ryan Esslinger

I think its so weird how I'm only 35 and have known 4 people who have been killed or murdered.  Thats 4 too many in my opinion.